The anxious feeling of what is the "right thing" to do. Feeling stuck in a huge dilema of "trust" and what I actually want from my husband, the changes I want him to make togethere with what I want for myself, what makes me who I am and happy. For 2 years I have been left to "survive" by myself and manage the children, be both parents to them. Having my own routine, doing things "my way" by myself has enabled me to be independant. Now, if I am honest, I am not sure if I know